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Today's Stories

February 16 / 17, 2008

Ralph Nader
We the Corporations ...

February 15, 2008

George Szamuely
The Absurdity of "Independent" Kosovo

Patrick Cockburn
Ground-Truthing the Surge: Is the US Really Bringing Stability to Baghdad?

Wajahat Ali
Pakistan is Burning: an Interview with Steve Coll on the Taliban, Bin Laden and the Bush Administration

Mike Whitney
Henry Paulsen's Wild Ride on the Economic Hindenberg

Alan Farago
God and the Democrats

Chris Genovali
Alberta's Black Gold Rush

Jacob Hornberger
Courting Injustice: Scalia on Torture

Dave Lindorff
Snoops Always Ring Twice: Bush's Protect America Bill Bull

Website of the Day
Live From the Land of Hopes and Dreams

 

 

February 14, 2008

Kathleen and Bill Christison
Palestine in the Mind of America

Mike Whitney
Swan Song for NATO

Clancy Sigal
Strike Notes from a Screenwriter

George Wuerthner
A Bloody Sham: the Yellowstone Bison Slaughter

Peter Morici
Is Bernanke Headed for the Exit?

John Ross
Drug War Mayhem Boils Over from Border to Border

Allan Nairn
Mafia Rules in the Middle East: If You're Big Enough, You Can Whack Anyone

Rannie Amiri
Lebanon's Warmongers

Niranjan Ramakrishnan
The New Tractatus: Where Wittgenstein Meets Feinstein

Donna Volatile
Be Careful What You Vote For, You Just Might Get It

Seth Sandronsky
The Student Squeeze: Fighting California's Tuition Hikes

Website of the Day
Conventions: the Land Around Us

 

February 13, 2008

Nikolas Kozloff
Meet John McCain: Mr. Big Stick in Latin America

Alan Farago
Hell to Pay: Warren Buffett on the Goal Line

Christina Kasica
King's Dream Foreclosed: the Subprime Crisis in Black America

Vicente Navarro
How to Read the U.S. Primaries

Hall Greenland
Australia's Finest Hour

Lee Sustar
Strange Stimulation: Too Little for Those Who Need It Most

David Macaray
The Writers' Strike Finally Ends

Roderick Frazier Nash
Celebrating Wilderness

Patrick Irelan
Hugo Chávez and High Anxiety at the NYT

Anthony Papa
Mean Mister Mukasey: AG Tries to Block Crack Cocaine Releases

Carl Finamore
Another Parade Passes Me By: Don't Let Your Movement be Coopted by Politicians

Website of the Day
John He Is

 

February 12, 2008

Frank J. Menetrez
The Case Against Alan Dershowitz

Paul Craig Roberts
War Without End

Dr. Trudy Bond
The Elephant at Gitmo: Camp 7 and the Torturer's Shrink

Andy Worthington
The Guantánamo Six: Why Charge Them Now? What About the Torture?

Col. Dan Smith
The Psychology of Killing: Close In or Far Away?

Ronnie Cummins
Globalization: Standing at the End of the Road

Ralph Nader
Open the Government

John V. Walsh
Antiwarriors, Divided and Conquered

Dave Lindorff
Obama and Progressive Change: Let's Hope the Movement Transforms the Candidate

Michael Donnelly
Who's Pimping Whom? The Clintons' Selective No Talk Rules

Ron Jacobs
La Lucha Continua: Castro's "Life"

Ben Tripp
Beggars Collide

Website of the Day
Springsteen and Youngstown

 

February 11, 2008

Cockburn / St. Clair
Lessons for Obama: When is a Delegate Not a Delegate?

Wajahat Ali
A Discussion with Walt and Mearsheimer on the Israel Lobby

Ray McGovern
Waterboarding for God and Country

Allan Nairn
The Shooting of Jose Ramos Horta

Uri Avnery
An End Foreseen?

Chris Floyd
American Psycho: the Meaning of Mitt Romney's Exit Speech

Martha Rosenberg
School Lessons in a Lunchbox: Lunchmeat from Tortured Cows

Stephen Fleischman
The Bonnie and Clyde of American Politics

Marc Lamont Hill
Not My Brand of Hope

Liliana Segura
Obama and Torture: the Sounds of Silence and Equivocation

Peter Morici
Challenges for the New President

Christopher Brauchli
A Drug Rant from a Former Taker

Website of the Day
Annie vs. the Blue Angels

 

February 8 / 10, 2008

Paul Craig Roberts
Does the GOP Have Aces Up Its Sleeves?

Patrick Cockburn
Will Moqtada al-Sadr's Truce Hold?

Mike Whitney
The Great Bust of '08

Anthony DiMaggio
How the Press Covers Waterboarding

Andy Worthington
The Guántanamo Trials: Where are the Terrorists?

Linn Cohen-Cole
Hillary, Will You Renounce Your Ties to Monsanto?

Firmin DeBrabander
Notes from the Foreclosure Front: Suing Your Way to Solvency

Cpt. Paul Watson
The Other Whaling Industry: How Greenpeace Cashes In on the Suffering and Deaths of the Great Whales

Kenneth S. Pope
Why I Resigned from the American Psychological Association

Jacob G. Hornberger
American Soldiers Will Pay the Price for Bush's Torture Policy

Robert Bryce
Beyond Group Think on Climate Change: If More CO2 is Bad ... Then What?

P. Sainath
The Last of the Buccaneer Editors

Allan Nairn
Give Me Back My Land

Fred Gardner /
Pebbles Trippet

"The District Attorney of Shasta County Doesn't Know the Law!"

Andrew Wimmer
Growing Up Catholic: Ignorance is Death

Robert Fantina
America's Disgrace: the Case of Omar Khadr

David Michael Green
Partycide in Six Easy Steps: Watch the Democrats Destroy Themselves

Kevin Zeese
Is Dennis Kucinich Being McKinney'd?

Peter Morici
Wall Street Gives Bernacke a Vote of No Confidence

Chris Driscoll
Could Nader be the Come-Back Kid of 2008?

Prairie Miller
Black August: Bringing George Jackson's Life to the Screen

Poets Basement
Davies and Buknatski

 

February 7, 2008

Patrick Cockburn
Why Baghdad Will Explode Again

Bill Christison
Potholes Bigger Than Ever for Palestinians

David Anderson
NBC's "To Entrap" a Predator: Perverting Justice for the Sake of Ratings

Ron Jacobs
Innocent Flesh: Recruiting Kids to Kill

Nikolas Kozloff
Hugo Chávez's Coca: It's the Real Thing

Jane Rockefeller
The Moral Economy of an Anti-Poverty Foundation

Andy Worthington
On Waterboarding: Two Questions for Michael Hayden

Dave Zirin
Instep Intifada

Saul Landau
The "Honestest" Candidate Since Lincoln

Susie Day
Our Blob in the White House

Website of the Day
George Carlin on Voting

 

February 6, 2008

Cockburn / St. Clair
Super Tuesday's Vote for Chaos

Ben Rosenfeld
Informant Games: The Disturbing GreenScare Case of Briana Waters

Vijay Prashad
An Intellectual Hustler Lays It All Out

Joe Bageant
Nine Billion Little Feet on the Highway of the Damned

Michael Donnelly
What White Women Do In Private Voting Booths

Allan Nairn
Does the US Need a Civilizing Mayan Invasion?

Kathryn Gray
Wilderness on Edge: The Fate of Donner Summit

Ray McGovern
Powell's UN Fiasco

Sheldon Richman
The Whining Empire

Paul Cantor / Roger Sparks
A Presidential Aptitude Examination

John Chuckman
Political Bits and Pieces

Website of the Day
Save the Albatross

February 5, 2008

Winslow T. Wheeler
The Chaos in America's Vast Security Budget

Tariq Ali
Why I Will Not Participate in the Turin Book Fair

Stephen Soldz
The Secret Rules of Engagement in Iraq: Did Rumsfeld Authorize War Crimes?

Chris Floyd
Strange Fruit: America's Gulag and the Good War

William S. Lind
Saddam's Secret War Strategy: Die and Win

Martha Rosenberg
Live From the Killing Floor

Heather Gray
Conversations with Georgia Voters

Ayesha Ijaz Khan
Obama, Bhagwandas and the Battle for a Secular Politics

David Macaray
Unions Need to Stop Being So Nice

Eliza Ernshire
Making Music and Laughing Till the Tears Run

Brenda Norrell
Hated Nation

Website of the Day
The Things I Used to Do

 

 

February 4, 2008

Marc Levy
Winter in America

Patrick Cockburn
The Bird Market Bombings

Saree Makdisi
Strangling Gaza

Uri Avnery
From Stalingrad to Winograd

Alan Farago
Let's Get Bambi! Someone is Slaughtering Florida's Key Deer

Ben Tripp
Spare Change: the Whine of the Progressive Voter

Paul Wolf
Civil Wars North and South

Paul Craig Roberts
Why Were the 9/11 Tapes Destroyed?

Joshua Frank
MoveOn's Obama Endorsement: Why There's No Hope for Change

John Halle
Whither Progressive Democrats?

Website of the Day
How to Cheat in School

 

February 2 / 3, 2008

Alexander Cockburn
Hot Democratic Properties

Pam Martens
Bankers Gone Bonkers: Global Finance and the Insanity Defense

Ralph Nader
The Great Clinton-Obama Debate: Questions They Weren't Asked

John Ross
Hilaria vs. "El Moreno"

Wajahat Ali
Hillary, Obama and the Clash of Civilizations: an Interview with Imam Zaid Shakir

Robert Fantina
A Colony by Any Other Name: Iraq as Stepchild of the American Empire

B. R. Gowani
Not All Veils and Guns

James L. Secor
China in Winter: On the Western Edge of the Great Snow

John V. Walsh
The Invisible Green Primary

Niranjan Ramakrishnan
Barack's Bubble, Bubba's Trouble

Dave Zirin
Who Stole the Super Bowl's Soul?

Jeremy Scahill
Blackwater and Blood

Fidel Castro
Reflections on Lula

Joe Allen
Tet Reconsidered: the Turning Point in the Vietnam War

Stephen Lendman
Life in Occupied Gaza

Patrick Irelan
What Happened to the Streetcars?

Andrej Grubacic
Ziga Vodovnik
Caligula's Horse: the USA, New Europe and Kosovo

Josh Karpoff
Dead Soldiers and the Antiwar Movement

Ron Jacobs
Carl Oglesby's War

Paul Krassner
Tom Waits Meets Super-Joel

Website of the Weekend
Company Woman: Hillary and Wal-Mart

 

February 1, 2008

Ray McGovern
The Iniquities and Inequalities of War

Diane Farsetta
The Wild Career of James "Dow 36,000" Glassman

Patrick Cockburn
The Most Dangerous Country in the World for Journalists

Tariq Ali
Et Tu, New York Times?

Allan Nairn
Eating Dirt for Lunch in Haiti

Rannie Amiri
Collective Punishment in Beirut

Ramzy Baroud
People Power in Gaza: They Simply Did It

Kenneth Couesbouc
The Mother of All Snowballs

Peter Morici
Recession Looms

Mumia Abu-Jamal
Witha "Brutha" Like This: Bill Clinton as White Negro

Rosemary Jackowski
27 Reasons Nader Should Run for President

Scott Campbell
Direct Action to Stop the War Re-emerges

Website of the Day
Betes et Hommes

 

January 31, 2008

Saul Landau
Return to Afghanistan

Andy Worthington
Horror at Guantánamo

Mike Whitney
Rate Cut as Dagger: America's Teetering Banking System

Jeff Ballinger
Sustainability for Dictators Initiative? Clinton Praises the "Suharto of the Steppe"

Tiffany Ten Eyck
The Saga of the Freightliner Five

William Loren Katz
Waterboarding: Torure or Mystery?

Alan Farago
Why the Republicans are in Deep Trouble

Col. Dan Smith
Oh Say Can You See the 2009 Budget?

China Hand
Slouching Toward Islamabad

Dave Lindorff
The Usual Suspects Once Again

Wadner Pierre
Fake Democracy in Haiti

Website of the Day
One Big Union

 

January 30, 2008

Cockburn / St. Clair
McCain vs. Clinton?

Christopher Ketcham
The Genius of the Development Industrial-Complex

Robert Weissman
America By the Numbers: The Shameful State of the Union

Neve Gordon
An Experiment in Famine

Paul Craig Roberts
Regulation or Deregulation, Which is Worse?

Joanne Mariner
How Anti-Terror Laws Threaten Free Speech

David Macaray
Labor's Only Real Weapon

Liaquat Ali Khan
Is NATO Committing Genocide in Afghanistan?

Raymond J. Lawrence
Prankster-in-Chief: Bush's Troubling Non-Verbal Communication

Dan Bacher
The Collapse of the Central Valley Salmon

Website of the Day
Onward Through the Fog

 

January 29, 2008

Franklin C. Spinney
Bush's New War Budget: the $70 Billion Hand-Off

Mike Whitney
The Great Credit Unwind of 2008

Alan Farago
Buyer Beware: Florida, the Candidates and the Latin Builders Association

Patrick Cockburn
"The Americans Bring Us Only Destruction"

Gary Leupp
"We Can't Afford to Let Them Spill the Beans:" a Sibel Edmonds Timeline

R. F. Blader
A World Without Abortion: USA v. Romania

Ahmad Faruqui
Musharraf's Post-Electoral Prospect

Fran Shor
Obama, the Kennedys and "Change We Can Believe In"

Jeremy Scahill
Secret Trials and Criminal Convictions: the Ordeal of the Blackwater Protesters

Allan Nairn
Bush's SOTU: Entitlement, Justice and the War of All Against All

Website of the Day
The Ghost of Rambo

 

January 28, 2008

Patrick Cockburn
Return to Fallujah

Paul Craig Roberts
The End of American Liberty

Allan Nairn
The Breaking of the Gaza Wall

Eyad al-Sarraj / Sara Roy
Ending the Stranglehold on Gaza

Martha Rosenberg
Obit for the "Front Page" City

Corporate Crime Reporter
How They Rip Us Off

David Michael Green
Kristolizing Iraq: What a Great Freakin' War

Jennifer Van Bergen
What's Left?

Nancy Oden
Survival Tips for Hard Times

Divya Karnad
Saving India's Sea Turtles

James L. Secor
Pissed About Pistorious: Why the Olympics Needs a Gimp

Website of the Day
Yellow Journalism?

 

January 26 / 27, 2008

Uri Avnery
Worse Than a Crime

JoAnn Wypijewski
How the Clintons Lost It, Whatever the Outcome in S. Carolina

Ralph Nader
Ambition, Power and the Clintons

Paul Craig Roberts
How Bush Destroyed the Dollar

Paul Watson
I'm Proud to be a Pirate!

John Ross
Murder and Cover-Up in Mexico

Fred Gardner
Ross v. Raging Wire: Employer's Right to Fire Workers Held Sacred by California Supreme Court

Allan Nairn
Little Hands with Fever: Some Consequences of Poverty Death

Joshua Frank
Why Bush Wants to Legalize the Nuke Trade with Turkey

Binoy Kampmark
Société Générale and the Economic Meltdown

James T. Phillips
America's Sick Comedy: Bringing the War Home

Stan Cox
The Depressing Truth About Anti-Depressants

Eamonn McCann
Hillary's Lie: "I Brought Peace to Northern Ireland"

Ron Jacobs
The Horizons of History: What's at Stake in Bolivia

Seth Sandronsky
California's Health Care Crisis

Ben Terrall
The Future is Unwritten

Poets' Basement
Tripp, Gardner, Gibbons and Davies

Website of the Weekend
City of Immigrants

 

 

January 25, 2008

Douglas Valentine
Operation Two-Fold: How the CIA Infiltrated the DEA

Patrick Cockburn
US Troops Will Be In Iraq for 10 More Years: an Interview with Iraqi Foreign Minister Hoshyar Zebari

JoAnn Wypijewski
Down to the Wire in South Carolina

Heather Gray
Are We Seeing a Racial Shift in the South? Conversations with South Carolina Voters

Marjorie Cohn
Senate Democrats Poised to Fold to Cheney on FISA

Erica Rosenberg
Environmentalists Out on a Limb: the Perils of Collaboration

Alan Farago
Jeb Bush Goes Nuclear

Robert Weissman
Reclaiming Economic Freedom

Laura Carlsen
Wild Cards: Mining the Hispanic Vote in Nevada

Stephen Lendman
Israeli Repression in the Hebron

Website of the Day
The FIX is In

 

January 24, 2008

JoAnn Wypijewski
Obama as Anthologist of Uplift

Paul Craig Roberts
President Hillary

Alexander Cockburn
Hillary Wants to Talk About Dirty Legal Dealings? Remember Her Nursing Home Scam?

Kathleen Christison
One and Two State Solutions and the Myth of International Consensus

Jeff Halper
Power to the (Palestinian) People!

Stanley Heller
The Siege of Gaza is Broken

George Wuerthner
The Moronic Sport: ORVs on the Public Lands

Patrick Cockburn
Desperate Iraqi Farmers Turn to Opium

Jeff Sher
Just How "Good" is Your Health Insurance?

Patrick Irelan
Musharraf, the Steadfast Ally?

Charles Modiano
Restoring the Anti-War King

Website of the Day
An Illustrated History of Trepanation

 

January 23, 2008

David Rosen
The Great Disappearing Act: the Presidential Candidates and the Politics of Sex

David Isenberg
Is It Really So Hard to Believe That Iran Stopped Its Nuclear Weapons Program?

Farzana Versey
Hillary's Harem

Paul Craig Roberts
The Empire That Must Be Obeyed

Alan Farago
Where Did All the Good Times Go?

Allan Nairn
Indonesian Intelligence Service Threatens to Kill Human Rights Activist

Kenneth Couesbouc
Another Turn of the Screw

Niranjan Ramakrishnan
How the West was Re-Sold

Michael Donnelly
Obama Strikes Back

Norman Solomon
The Power of Love

Website of the Day
Rafah Today

 

January 22, 2008

Paul Craig Roberts
Farewell to Old Economic Nostrums

JoAnn Wypijewski
King Day in Columbia, South Carolina

Al Giordano
Divide and Conquer Politics: How the Clinton Campaign Armed a Black-Latino Time Bomb in Nevada

Felice Pace
Power Politics in the Klamath: Water, Dams and Salmon

Paul Wolf
Bolívar's Sword

Robert Weissman
Deregulation and the Financial Crisis

Dave Lindorff
The Bush Dollar Trap

Marjorie Cohn
Cheney Impeachment Gains Traction

Richard Neville
Keeping Shakespeare in a Box

Don Fitz / Zaki Baruti
St. Louis Mayor Booed Off MLK Platform

Ben Terrall
Cindy Sheehan and the Virtues of Divisiveness

Sam Husseini
Stoning Martin Luther King, Jr.

Website of the Day
Defend the Mapuche!

 

 

January 21, 2008

Kevin Alexander Gray
Playing the Race Card

Linn Washington, Jr.
Deferring Dreams, Delusions of Democracy

Pam Martens
How Wall Street Blew Itself Up

David Macaray
Labor's Grim Dilemma: Do We Need a Labor Party?

Uri Avnery
Look Who's Talking

Omar Barghouti
Europe's Collusion in Israel's Slow Genocide

Joe DeRaymond
Protest and Trial in D.C.

B.R. Gowani
Why Islam Should Tolerate Images

Shepherd Bliss
The False U.S. Economy

Jean-Guy Allard
Philip Agee Versus the CIA

Dan Bacher
Leaping Steelhead!

Website of the Day
Destroyed By a Rising Flood


January 19 / 20, 2008

Alexander Cockburn
The Campaign in Black and White

Saul Landau
Good Time Charlie's War

China Hand
Endgame for Pakistan?

Conn Hallinan
Desert Mirage: What Was the Bombing of Syria Really About?

Ron Jacobs
No Retreat

Dave Lindorff
A Tax Rebate Won't Fix This Mess

Andy Worthington
Canada's Humiliating Double Standard on Torture

Paul Armentano
What's the Going Price for a Joint? More Than You Might Think

Seth Sandronsky
High Crimes and Economics

Michael Donnelly
Dodging Ecocide

Patrick Irelan
The Ordeal of Dr. Safdar Sarki

Martha Rosenberg
The Drug Industry Takes Another Hit

Sherwood Ross
Making the World Safe for Despots: Bush's Global Arms Trade

David Michael Green
So You Want to be My President, Eh?

James Rothenberg
Unimpeachable: Under House Protection

Daniel Gross
Starbucks Shortchanges Dr. King

Peter N. Carroll
In Memory of Milton Wolff

Susie Day
Croakin' on Hudson

Paul Krassner
Woody Allen Meets Tongue Fu

Poets' Basement
Wolff, Buknatski and Orloski

Website of the Day
Rocky Mountain Blues

 

January 18, 2008

Allan Nairn
Killing Civilians, Carefully

Ralph Nader
When the Big Boys Get in Trouble, Who Pays the Ultimate Bill?

Joanne Mariner
Terrorism and Preventative Detention

Alan Farago
The Stimulus and the Meltdown

P. Sainath
Pity the Brahmins

R.F. Blader
Beyond Steinem's Feminism

Andy Worthington
A Letter from Guantánamo

John Jonik
Private Insurance is Bad for Your Health

Brian McKenna
Where Even Sharing is Prohibited: Notes from Inside a Michigan Women's Prison

Daoud Kuttab
This Time Next Year?

Website of the Day
Those South Carolina Voting Machines

 

January 17, 2008

Paul Craig Roberts
Leader and Vassal

Christopher Brauchli
The FBI's Bills Come Due

Robert Fantina
Leadership, Bush and the New York Times

Patrick Irelan
Eternal War

Paul A. Moore
When the Rich Pay No Taxes

Stephen Lendman
Institutionalized Spying on Americans

Beena Sarwar
Bhutto and the "State Within a State"

Walter Brasch
Buzzwords in the Echo Chamber: Change and the Establishment

Brenda Norrell
Bush Legacy in Texas Sours

Adam Federman
End of the Left?

Website of the Day
Democrats for Romney

 

January 16, 2008

Jeffrey St. Clair
Return of the Native

Franklin Lamb
The Bombing at Qarantina

Julian Sanchez
David Weigel
Who Wrote Ron Paul's Newsletters?

Sharon Smith
Ron Paul and the Left: a Slippery Slope?

Allan Nairn
Economic Indicator: No Free Lunch, No Free Market

Ayesha Ijaz Khan
How the American Media Enables Bush's Iran Fixation

Andy Worthington
A Strategic Call to Close Guantánamo

Richard Behan
Nancy Pelosi, You Must Impeach!

Website of the Day
Obama the New JFK? He's Not That Bad!

 

January 15, 2008

Andrea Peacock
Breach of Trust in America's Most Toxic Town: How the EPA is Rubbing Poison Into Libby's Wounds

Wajahat Ali
An Interview with Seymour Hersh on Iraq, Bush Foreign Policy and the Prospects of War with Iran

Joe Bageant
Getting Out the Bling Vote

Ralph Nader
The Candidate Taboos

John Ross
Zero Hour: NAFTA and Mexico's Agrarian Apocalypse

Elaine Cassel
Jose Padilla vs. John Yoo: Can a National Disgrace be Rectified?

Peter Morici
The Fed Needs More Than a New Communications Strategy

Beena Sarwar
Pakistan's Dirty Tricks Brigade

Robert Weissman
Big Business is Even More Unpopular Than You Thought

Binoy Kampmark
Going Tata in India

Dave Zirin
Dennis Brutus Smacks Down the Hall of Fame

Website of the Day
David Lynch on the iPhone

 

January 14, 2008

Ishmael Reed
Ma and Pa Clinton Flog Uppity Black Man

Roger Morris
Burials in the Sind

Uri Avnery
The Hands of Esau

Mike Whitney
Bush's Voodoo Stimulus Package

Allan Nairn
General Suharto of Indonesia: One Small Man Leaves a Million Corpses

William Blum
Oh, By the Way, the Iraqis Don't Really Want Us

Alan Farago
A Subprime Wake Up Call

David Macaray
Are Labor Unions Ready for Prime Time?

Eva Liddell
Getting Drunk with Obama

Zoe Blunt
Road Kill: New Highway Blocked by Protesting Raccoons

Website of the Day
Doug and Andrea Peacock on Grizzlies

 

January 12 / 13, 2008

Andrew Cockburn
How the New England Journal of Medicine Undercounted Iraqi Civilian Deaths

Saul Landau
60 Years of Empire

Corey D. B. Walker
Barack Obama and the Crisis of the White Intellectual

Col. Dan Smith
Bush, Iran and the Magician of the Tarot

Eric Toussaint
The US Subprime Crisis Goes Global

Ron Jacobs
Television, Murder and Vietnam

Fred Gardner
The People vs. Christopher James Chakos

Stan Cox
Don't Take That Pill!

Jacob G. Hornberger
The Warfare State

Ramzy Baroud
The Good, the Bad and the Ugly

Joseph Grosso
The Anglosphere: a Special Relationship of Elites

David Díaz-Arias
Imagining An/Other Latin American Left

Stacey Warde
Before We Move On ...

Dan Bacher
Pumped to Extinction: the Decline of the Delta Smelt

Michael Dickinson
Georgie in Jesusland

Website of Weekend
CounterPunchers Protest Outside NYT Offices

 

January 11, 2008

Dave Lindorff
Did Hillary Really Win New Hampshire? More Questions About Diebold Voting Machines

Paul Craig Roberts
No Escape from War and Unemployment

Andy Worthington
Six Years of Guantánamo

Kenneth Couesbouc
Banking on Thin Ice

Jeff Ballinger
Inside the Vienna Consensus

Christopher Brauchli
Lethal Injection, the Supremes and China

Manuel Garcia, Jr.
Paying No Attention to the Presidential Campaigns

Andrew Silverstein
Bush's Weepy Visit to Jerasulem

Marwan Bishara
Bush in the Middle East

Robert Weissman
The First Amendment Gone Wild

Patrick Irelan
Damn the Small Boats!

Website of the Day
Hillary and the Superdelegates: Or Why She Wins Even When She Loses

 

 

January 10, 2008

Alexander Cockburn
Now Nader Claims He Didn't Endorse Edwards

Bob Wing
Marqueece Harris-Dawson

Race Within the Race: Obama, the NH Vote and the Specter of Tom Bradley

Michael Donnelly
White Women Gone Wild?

David Macaray
Three Big Reasons for the Decline of Labor Unions

China Hand
Bush's Delusional Policy Pushes Pakistan to Brink of Catastrophe

Ayesha Ijaz Khan
Saudi Arabia and Pakistan: Brotherly, Friendly Countries?

Rannie Amiri
Obama, Man of Kansas or Kenya?

Website of the Day
Iranian Video of the Hormuz Incident

 

January 9, 2008

Cockburn / St. Clair
The Empire Strikes Back

Dave Lindorff
The Bad News from New Hampshire: Death By Triangulation

John Chuckman
Pardon My Laughter: Watching the US Primaries from Canada

James Bovard
Stomping Freedom: Inside the Martial Law Act of 2006

Alan Farago
As Florida Sinks: the View from the Titanic

Russell Mokhiber
Why Picket the New York Times in DC on Friday?

William S. Lind
Kicking the Can Down the Road in Iraq

Peter Morici
Beyond the Sophistry: Why the Trade Deficit Matters

Josh Reubner
Sudan vs. Israel: Double Standard on Divestment

Mike Roselle
The Pursuit of Happiness

Website of the Day
Bottles of Tears on the Wall: Steve Perry on NH


 

 

 

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February 16 / 17, 2008

A China Diary

Spring Festival and New Year 2008

By JAMES L. SECOR

4 Feb.

Most of the roads into the country were open, until turning off toward the  ­«, the "urban areas." Then, the trafficway narrowed. That there were many people walking along the road did not help. They carried supplies for the up-coming New Year's celebration, enough for at least seven days. New Year's, the bringing in of the Spring, is a three-day eating and visiting glut, but the visiting and eating begin earlier. The long lines looked like refugees: pole-carriers, bundles, babies strapped to backs. Grandmothers or grandfathers on their tricycles, the beds in back big enough for one person or a person and groceries--and pedaling ever so slowly up the centre of the road oblivious to the sound of traffic and the blaring of horns. Deeper and deeper into the country, heading for the village of Wuwencun (Âð¥Â) on the other side of Xiaguan (¬Ð), cropland was covered with snow. It was obvious these were ruined even though there was much less snow here than 80 km to the west in flatland Shaoxing, I saw wilted, frozen, discolored cabbage--with the occasional yellow-centred winter variety surviving to show its bright life. Nobody worked the fields even though it was two days before festivities would begin. Shelters and small warehouses, holding wood, supplies and farming implements lined the road and its frozen patches of tarmac, many of them collapsed.

By the time we got way out into the country and into the foothills of the mountains, the weather was a tad warmer. . .til about 6 PM when the chill descended along with the black, black night. A thick cotton turtle-neck, two shirts, jeans and two pair of long underwear did not help. I put on my cap and thick leather jacket and didn't feel much better--and this was inside the house. Of course, the ice cold beer Amy's father kept offering me didn't help any--and it's rude not to drink. After dinner and two cups of Shaoxing wine, huang jiu (ªæ, yellow wine), I all but passed out and was trundled upstairs to my room: a bed, a chair, a table and a wall-alcove full of. . .things--and my pot to piss in. The transom window pane above the door was no longer there and the thin cotton curtain over the window occasionally billowed.

These houses are, for the most part, brick and concrete affairs, as they are in the city. They are hollow and echo and soak up the damp and cold and hold it in a lover's embrace. There are no heaters and no air conditioning. The kitchen is of the older type with the addition of modernity in a two-burner gas-top. The old pots are fitted into the paneled cook-top which is slanted to allow easy cleaning and escape of water out a little hole in the wall. This is a wood-fired stove; unlike many older style houses, of which there were plenty, this one had a small chimney. Four interconnecting bedrooms upstairs and a veranda that went around two sides of the house. As soon as we got in, Amy's mother, Chafeng, put out to air all of the bedding. I tried to help but was told "no." As I was every time I tried to help. Made me feel useless. Even though I'm a guest and this is the appropriate way to treat a guest, I do not like being treated like a king or suchlike. Be that as it may, I sat at the front room table sipping my hot water and watching the activity. Finally, Amy told me--ordered me--to take my things upstairs.

Amy, Ruan Xiaoyan, is a student of mine. She lives with her mother, Chafeng, and her brother, Ruan Feng and sister-in-law Chen Mei and their 10-month old daughter, Yingying. I have visited them in Shaoxing more than once, for dinner. We get along well. Amy's father lives elsewhere where he works and, as Amy and her mother say, chases his other women, which is why they're separated. I was not really very interested in meeting him. Amy and I have become quite close, though there's nothing romantic in the relationship; a kind of association that would at first raise eyebrows, then engender rumors and then get me fired in a US university, paranoid as schools are of all student-professor mixed gender relationships. In China, you can be a little more human. I open up my life to my students and they learn about foreigners and their English improves; they get to cook and watch TV and nose around my small library. I've been told that, in ESL academia, this is known as "immediacy." I sometimes think it is silly that a 60-year old become involved with his 20+ year old students but, at the same time, I think it keeps me young: I keep up with them. I have formed some lasting friendships in my seven years in China.

In this old house lived Amy, Ah-feng and her parents, her grandmother and great-grandmother living close-by, before her family moved to Shaoxing. During her high school years, she lived with a god grandmother in Lingnan. Grandma still lives in Wuwencun, way up on the mountain. She's 80 this year. I met her once in Shaoxing, on my first visit to Amy's house. I'm anxious to meet her again. She's a neat lady. Not in the least old in the head. When I kissed her on the cheek --she did not shy away as her daughter, Chafeng, did--she returned the kiss. . .on my neck. An 80-year old live wire! She only speaks Shaoxinghua, the local dialect, and is illiterate, never having gone to school. Full of smiles and wrinkles and bundled against the cold, she looked like a gnome with her bright eyes and quick repartee--Amy translating, of course. I would dearly love to get to know her better, find out more of her life before it's all but forgotten by the society around her, so bent on modernization and materialism. She is a passageway into a time, a culture that Mao's communism has tried to totally erase from the people's consciousness as being "imperialistic" and, therefore, anti-Marxist, anti-modern and unfree. But it is a part of the country's historical identity and not totally eradicated out in the country. She was born in 1928, during the tumultuous years of The Republic, which was more of a time of warlord hegemony until Chang Kai-shek (Jiang Jieshi, in pingying) rose to prominence.

5 Feb.

Bright and early, the front doors are open. It's raining, a cold, drizzly rain. White-grey sky behind bamboo high-lighted by the crisp white snow on the surrounding mountainsides, the colorlessness cut by cross-crossing telephone wires. The dogs are out barking at me and my frozen fingers. The roosters crow occasionally. There is one in the narrow storage room off to one side of the porch that serves as toilet. He's dinner, I assume. Since 5-6 last night, breath has been ubiquitously obvious.

Via TV I suppose I'll hear about the snowed-in country but if it's raining there I'm sure the situation will be worsening--everywhere will be frozen, temperatures being well below zero. Air conditioners are not necessary to life; televisions are, for there's not much to do in the evenings and during these vacation days but watch TV with their endless sameness of multiple musical extravaganzas. Later, Amy tells me there's no cable connection since they do not live here during the year but, then, the following day I find the TV is connected. I think her father is milking off of the neighbors, old friends.

Boiling water cools very fast in this weather and I must learn how to drink it fast and hot even though I'd prefer to dally over it as I write or just sit and shiver.

A few old pictures on the wall, high enough that I can't quite see their fadedness. Several of Ah-feng, a couple of Amy as a kid, B&W reproductions of her grandfather, who died in his 40's secondary to something he picked up during the war, and her great-grandmother, who died when Amy was three (1988). Three large awards for Ah-feng, one small one for Amy. An old pedal sewing machine in the corner--I wonder if I can still use it? Long narrow buffet along the wall opposite the door stocked with hot plates and five thermoses of hot water. Although there are two folding padded card table chairs at this round table with its cockeyed spinning Lazy Susan, I'm sitting on a saw-horse type bench--there are three of these. The television is blaring some old CD-recorded programs from last year. Chafeng is in the kitchen readying breakfast at the wood-burning stove. Her father's wandered off. The neighborhood dog pokes his head in the door but hides his tail between his legs and runs off at sight of the frightening foreigner. I tied the legs of the chicken so he'd not run off: this is dinner! A grandmother from next door brings over a bowl of greens piled high like a dunce's cap and just plops it on the concrete floor before going in to talk to Chafeng. Concrete floors are everywhere. The warmest place in the house, aside from in a bed, is behind the white-tiled wood stove and since there's never a truly raging fire there, this isn't saying much.

I truly must speak of the toilet: two large rubber-plastic urns with a small cut piece of bamboo as thigh rest. Rustic. Very much better than my living conditions the summer of 2006 in Anyang where I had no toilet, no shower and I washed at the kitchen sink: clothes, face, hair, dishes, food. There, the ceiling kept dropping bugs and whatnot onto me and into my food; here there are high concrete ceilings. The window in this WC is kept open. Whenever I go in, I talk to the chicken, who kindly answers back. There is another long narrow space at the back of the house that is the bathroom and, at the far end under the stairs, storage. A sink with an outdoor type tap high above and a flexible neck showerhead, wall-mounted, but who wants to take a cold shower? No running hot water. The towels are hung along a jerry-rigged "rod"--a wire--and there is an old, crowded wooden shelf for holding toiletry necessities. Face, feet and ass are washed nightly before bed time.

Amy keeps filling me in on these little customs that I am, of course, breaking in my cultural ignorance. She never tells me in advance.

Some cabbage-like plants have been delivered. And a pot of. . .let me see. . .cut and stewed bamboo or sugar cane. Some kind of vegetable, Amy tells me. All from neighbors, who keep dropping in as much to renew old acquaintances as to see the foreigner, first ever to visit this mountain village.

Dinner was boiled pig skin/fat/meat with black tree-mold, some kind of blue beans that looked like bloated snails, some cold meat to be dipped in soy sauce, green salty vegetables and noodles, and rice. This morning, a different kind of noodles and vegetables.

It's 9:15 AM.

Snowing in Shaoxing, her brother says, by phone. I hate to imagine further west!

On the front of my canvas pencil case: The Store To Sale Happy Virus.

10:35 AM and I'm in from my bit shoveling the road so Ah-feng can drive up to the house when he gets here later today. It's more difficult than I remember (20+ years ago) but I'm also bundled up like a child and 60. There for awhile it was snowing with the rain. Amy says the forecasters say it'll stop tonight. That's here. I have some pictures of her shoveling: her classmates will be astounded to see Miss Fashion-conscious engaged in such behavior! She did a pretty good job taking twice as long as her old teacher to clear an area half as large.

I missed the demise and defrocking of dinner. For all that time, I could only hear the echo of my shoveling shouting back at me.

Noon--moderate snow, no wind.

We went to grandma's for dinner. Several aunts--her children--and us. It was a grand time with lots of food and lots of huang jiu--heated. I finished first and got my bowl of rice, as per custom, but I'd have preferred more wine: the more I drank, the more I didn't care about the taste and actually grew to like it. Am I becoming Chinese then?

Grandma's house way up on the side of the mountain is gotten to by what can only be described, latterly, as an animal path. We could only drive half way to her place, then plodded up stairs and pathways that wound around and over others' patios. I was short of breath not half way up (asthma) and my knees were brittle with cold. In my big clod-hopper Duck boots, I trundled along at the end of the line struggling up the muddy trails and over the rock-strewn final approach. Coming down by flashlight was even more alarming.

When grandma saw me, she threw her arms wide, smiled largely and let me kiss her on the cheek. She held my hand awhile and said. . .something. I don't think I've ever been welcomed anywhere with open arms. I gave her the expensive bai jiu (æ, white wine) that had been given to me that I simply cannot tolerate: tastes like kerosene with an alcohol content of 50-60%. Amy assured me she drank; I assumed so, being country and older.

Before dinner, I went around the side of the house and up into the bamboo mountain side, following an old muddy trail. I didn't get very far: I slipped navigating a particularly sodden rise and fell, rolling about 6' down the hill, stopping at the base of a good leg-sized bamboo. My hands were covered with mud but, from what I could see, not much of my jacket. I imagine if I'd not had so much clothing on I'd have been luckier and achieved my goal but, alas, it was not to be. I decided, upon getting up, that another try would not be worth the trouble and tried to clean my hands in the snow. No luck. So, I trundled back down to the house holding out my hands that I couldn't clean off in the snow, calling for water. Well, Chafeng and Grandma took me in hand, all the while chiding me like a misbehaving child, grandma much gentler, Chafeng more hysterical over my mishap. The back of my jacket was a muddy mess, it turned out. Luckily, both are leather, so they cleaned up nicely. Everyone else laughed heartily at my escapade. Actually, she was furious and, later, manipulative over my safety and foolishness as if I'm a little boy or a foolish old man because nobody in his right mind would do what I did. I can understand there is a great weight on her for caring for the guest and I can understand how she'd feel guilty if I got hurt, but there's no need for such over-protectiveness and the expressed idea that I'm too stupid to know what it is I'm doing. Just as is meted out to Chinese children in general: none of the kids I see have the least little bit of adventurousness to them. Always safe. Always reasons for not doing "because." Tian na! No wonder they can't think on their own--they've never been allowed. Following the Japanese with driving, Chinese parents might be "safety parents." A "safety driver" is a slow, over-cautious driver. As her ranting went on, I became more and more angry. She, herself, has never done anything even remotely close to exploring. I've been doing it all my life, beginning with taking unannounced walks before age one. These kids, I'm sure, have never climbed a tree or--heaven help us--fallen down. Even the most usual and common of child things, putting your fingers in your mouth, is forbidden, the child often getting slapped for it. I flare up at such repression. I really got put out at her but could say or do nothing other than promise that when I returned to Grandma's I'd not go climbing the mountain.

At the end of the evening, when it was dark, Grandma asked if I wanted to stay. I wanted to--the way down the mountain was treacherous--but everyone else said "no." Tomorrow she will come to us, they said (they lied). I was not too terribly pleased but what could I do? No one could understand me. They said, too, that the second floor would not support me (another lie). I am so fat. I believe, though, that they do not want us together.

Amy did not know the way down the mountain as we half-fell, half-climbed down the path to the car. Grandma lives at the top of a mountain in an old house with a new shell built around it. Tree-beam ceilings and wall posts with plastered walls; the exterior was originally stone; the doorways all have high lintels, worn with time from people not quite stepping cleanly over them. Modern front doors and a little added on toilet--modern. What a find! This house was warmer than the Ruan household. Comfy.

Despite everyone speaking Shaoxinghua, this was one of the best nights in China for me. Lots of pictures about the walls. Four generations present, though one of Grandma's boys was not there: perhaps the day after tomorrow, I'm told, he'll come in from Shaoxing. A grand-uncle. Grandkids and great-grandkids. I told Amy she needed to hurry up and give her grandmother another before too long. She scoffed at the suggestion. Here, girls don't get married til they're around 28; the Chinese are not young marriers. I was Amy's age when my son was born, only 49 a grandfather.

Amy kept telling me not to drink so much: I wasn't drinking "so much." She is being very protective of me, as if I'm too young to know better. Like a little mother, so I was able to pun off her name, Xiaoyan, and call her Xiaoma (little mother). However, whenever she wasn't looking, I got aunt #3's husband to fill my bowl (Chafeng is aunt #2; there are only two uncles). You drink out of little bowls here, not glasses or cups or goblets. Rice bowl sized bowls. Warm huangjiu. Just didn't seem to have much effect on me, to tell you the truth, but boy did I like it! Later, back at the house, I drank beer and went off at the bad directing and bad acting on the TV (now working). I was high, I must admit. Chinese TV is so very rotten that US TV is considered high quality and new seasons of Desperate Housewives, Sin and the City and Prison Break are anxiously awaited. Chinese are very fond also of Friends.

6 Feb.

I heard it was snowing and raining in Guizhou and Hunan--blizzard country. China telecom set up free phone service for the stranded, something that would never happen in America where profit trumps humanity every time.

I swallowed something down my windpipe last night and am now coughing deeply. Inhalation pneumonia? I don't know what's going on: I've been having alot of trouble swallowing, as if my epiglottis is not functioning correctly. Twice in six months now I've done this and several more near misses inbetween. Back is sore from shoveling. Yingying keeps shoving her tiny hands into my mouth, so I wonder if she'll get ill; but, then, she does not put her hands in her mouth. This is verboten in China.

I could see they almost had her walking a couple times; with Amy, she was standing on her own, kid of wavering back and forth on those tiny fat feet. So over-clothed for the winter.

Wrote a very short story yesterday based on an old American fairy tale. Changed the sex of the main character to a boy and left him, of all the characters, nameless. Dancing With the Devil. Old Texas tall tale.

I'm sitting out on the porch in a small bamboo chair just like a grandfather watching life go by. Actually, I was told by sister-in-law to "Sit." I'm not sure she really likes me, sometimes.

Smoke from chimneys across the way stream blue-grey wisps into the light easterly breeze, reminding me of storybook pictures of pioneer cabins. Snow-covered slate roofs, stone houses, some plaster- or concrete-covered formed stone houses. No really old ones in the area, outside of storehouses; though, down the road, I saw some wattle housing, I think only used for storage sheds now. The snow highlights the bowing bamboo. This would be a nice shot but for the telephone lines. Sounds of shoveling and the pat-pat-pat of rubber boots on concrete steps. Light grey sky but no prospect of snow. It's so quiet and uncomplicated out here, why would anyone want a city? Places where life is made more complicated and much more dependant on things: some kind of autonomy has been given up in a city. In the name of civilization and progress, a diminishing humanity. But I think big cities will become places of disinhabited dissolution in the coming depression. They cannot support themselves. They are, in all their grandeur and magnificence and convenience, fragile things built on forgotten supports. The world will fragment into smaller self-sufficient but inter-dependant conclaves.

Today's dinner, duck, just had its carotids severed. Horrible, gory and disgusting, those vegetarians would say, while staring into their own demise: bad weather, bad harvests. The rise of meat-eating and animal husbandry assured survival and made hunters out of gatherers. Ruined crops--that nobody was growing by design--meant depleted food supplies before meat became accessible. Killing plants is killing life anyway, so on that score alone vegetarian arguments are for naught. Facing starvation, perhaps their intellectually vacuous ideological stance would undergo a change. They are, after all, only able to maintain their desired feeding because of the advances in farming by, of all things, meat eaters. Vegetarians are, in their vapidity, unaware of the inter-dependence of society: once there was no choice. As most people are unaware. Out here in the country it's different.

The East Indians are vegetarians by way of religion. The ancient Chinese, Japanese and Koreans by necessity: only rich people could afford meat. Only the rich could afford rice, too, though the poor grew it. Mostly, the poor ate barley or millet or some other bran. But Western history is not filled with much that isn't aristocratic history from the East, so it may be forgiven for vegetarians not to know this. The ancient Greeks, who landed in the south of China, in the old Yue Kingdom region, called the inhabitants radish eaters.

I am pretty useless out here, mostly due to foreignness and communication deficiencies, though I am sometimes treated as if I'm too old to be of much use. The Chinese, even Amy who knows better, see "60" and immediately think "really fucking old." And so I'm not allowed to do things that I'm perfectly capable of doing. Very frustrating for a man who's spent his entire life adventurously, beginning with walks without warning before age one. Adventurousness is not a known quantity to the Chinese, young or old: it's too dangerous, they learn from an early age. Over-protected, they never do anything that isn't guaranteed safe.

I took a walk this afternoon, with camera, heading back into Xiaguan. Met questioning farmers and was able to tell them who I was and where I belonged and maybe one or two things about myself--enough to satisfy their curiosity. Some very interesting shots: old stairs down to streams, individual stone steps along a wall down to the mountain run-off and a small platform for washing clothes; old sod house, people. I met Amy and her brother on my way back and hopped in the car to go shopping in the town. She was driving. First time on the road. Her brother is teaching her. He's a good, patient teacher, unlike the intolerant and ever-shouting father of mine. He, himself, is a new driver. New car. Citroën. Picked up some of his old friends and drove them part way home, on our way home.

When we got back, the table in the front room was set with food and fruit and candy as offering to. . .the spirits, I guess. Two apples with large cone-shaped candles in them, big end up to be lit later. Amy doesn't really know why, it's just tradition. So many young people are in this boat.

7 Feb.

New Year's. Bright and early, nuts and fruit and candy set for the gods--or whatever. Part of superstitious tradition and maybe nobody but old folk know now why this is done. Maybe I can get Grandma to tell me.

I didn't make it to midnight. Amy did not bother to wake me as I asked but the phone went crazy just before one, so I messaged her too.

Ah-Feng and Ah-Mei had a heated argument. She has a very loud, wheedling voice and doesn't much care if anyone hears her ragging on her husband. There's no possible way she was not heard by one and all, though Amy tends to sleep soundly and late, regardless of what's going on around her. Indeed, she gets a little miffed if people wake her before 10:30!

So much about these houses is jerry-rigged or second thought. You'd think people weren't going to be staying long yet buying a house and having a permanent place is high priority. In China, you are associated with a place, you're registered there and if you move must get or apply for permission (that's the only way I can put it). Always granted but you must officially be from somewhere. A hangover from ancient times because then you couldn't travel without official papers, not even as a merchant. Your place is your identity, it seems, and the government knew where you belonged. Everything in its place. Foreigners, too, though the police will not come looking for you--unless you've done something wrong or caused a problem. . .or had an accident. Otherwise, the non-problem is unimportant. In the summer of 2006, I was a "loose" person while staying in Anyang. The Dean of the College at Anyang Teachers University caused a problem but it was circumvented. Delusional, he was sure I was there to cause him more trouble and embarrassment--I had not given in over non-payment of salary and, therefore, won. I defied authority. His bid to harass me led to the entire incident's being put into my novel, The Constant Shell Game. All of the perpetrators who made the novel possible are listed in the acknowledgements.

8 Feb.

Yesterday afternoon it warmed up nicely. I could hear the drip-drip-drop of melting snow from the trees and bamboo. The paths are turning into pig's heavens.

I found that people were stranded because of the storm. At Guangzhou, some supermarket put together a big dinner for them and China Telecom offered free calls to home. We can see with New Orleans that nothing like this would happen in America. I do remember, though, the department stores in Kansas City during the heat wave of 1980 opening up their doors at night so that people could take advantage of their air conditioning. No more. If the people had tried anything like this after Katrina, the local police would have shot them, as it did people trying to get away from the debacle.

I saw photo ops with Hu Jintao but, unlike the ego-centric, clean hands opportunities of George Bush, Hu actually took off his coat and joined in a line loading supplies onto an airplane.

For the fist time in two weeks, my stomach is not rebelling: I ate two bowls of porridge, this one with gravy, not just water, as per usual. Vegetables, pig liver and fat. . .along with something else I don't know what and don't know how to use though I've seen it and eaten it before. I think it's a local food, like congealed sweet potato starch is an Anyang food (called delicacy).

Walked two miles up the mountain to Grandma's, having not taken my meds. So. . .my shoulder hurt to write or raise my arm and I was horribly SOB when I arrived, solved because I'm never without my acute attack inhaler.

Beautiful weather--my coat's off and I'm sitting out on the huge front patio in the sun, drinking tea and sucking on candy and listening to furious dialect--totally incomprehensible. Food is drying. Some meat or other is being trimmed and cleaned with scissors in a big, shallow tub. Strips of cloth in a threshing basket. Fir trees outside the house so that up here with only a view of mountain it feels like I'm out in the wilderness. Sounds of running water, roosters and firecrackers don't really disturb the silence, but inbetween, and you can hear the silence.

I've changed to drinking orange juice.

A breeze has arisen. All of these things around you that you don't pay attention to in the city. Wish there were a job for me out here, out in a country village. Away from the world and only an occasional foray into a city for books, music, art. I did enjoy myself in Wajikicho, Tokushimaken, Shikoku: 3000 people at the foot of the mountains, an hour from the nearest city of any size.

I'm coming down with something--or (and?) it's a day without meds. However, I don't feel so good. Tired. Yingying is getting cranky, so she's probably getting sick, too. But it's so fast to infection, if I'm the cause. It's usually 7-10 days' incubation. I'm always cold. Trembled uncontrollably when I went to bed at 7 PM. Now, at 11:15, I'm up and ready to go, though I can't breathe. Sinuses/nose completely stopped up. Which affects sleep. . .and next day mood. Ai! I'm such a mess!

9 Feb.

I woke up at 5:55 AM (the fourth time I woke up) and it was light outside. Amazing!--at 6:30 yesterday it was still dark. However, later I discovered I read my clock wrong. Duh! Nevertheless, it felt nice to wake up to light, though it was cold. Very still. The sky is still completely clouded over. Having seen satellite weather shots in the past, this is as per usual. Even in summer, the eastern flatlands are pretty much cloud-covered. There's a lot of rain in Shaoxing in spring and summer. Weeks at a time. I don't think we had more than a week during December without rain. Makes for a green spring/summer though even in winter the trees sport green foliage and the grass is green, albeit a little duller hued.

On the mound of mountain across from the front doors, perhaps 100 metres distant, you can see patches of grass and ground now. A little break from the bright white snow. A gusty wind bends the yellow-green bamboo in waves up the hillock. If it just wasn't so cold! If the house had heat!

My sinuses are no better and my toes are freezing. I'm tired of wearing my heavy, clumsy Duck boots and heavy leather coat, both indoors and outdoors.

Tomorrow, Ah-Feng said, we'd go up the mountain for pictures.

The blizzard: snow began on 19 Jan and by the 24th the power lines were down and high voltage power towers had buckled and collapsed. I saw pictures of wildly gyrating snapped high voltage lines crackling and popping like a horde of hysterical, frantic snakes. It's still snowing in some places, raining in the rest of the south with sleet forecast for Hangzhou. People were stranded on trains between stations. There were shots of police and workers strapping straw to their shoes to keep from slipping on the icy roads, many fell anyway. More than half of the country was affected, 14 of the 26 provinces.

I just can't believe the environmentalist who contacted me carrying on about coal being dirty with no concern for the people's safety. He complained that my dig at environmentalists was stupid (his word) and then proceeded to rant just as I "stupidly" indicated environmentalists would. I'd said in my first article that this storm was like the deep south and Florida being inundated because, as with that section of the US, these Chinese provinces never see snow.

But the blizzard here also rose up into Henan Province, just south of Beijing, affecting the RR hub of the country at Zhengzhou. In geographical area the affected provinces would amount to more than half of the continental US, China being slightly larger. As this would necessarily include Texas, I can just imagine the conspiracy theorists busy with a Chinese or Muslim plot. In response to my B-52 article, I was contacted by a couple conspiracy theorists who maintained that the missile mishap was a Chinese plot. They sent me pages and pages of the most specious, loosely logical "proof." To call this ad hominem writing would be polite. But at least they had thought of people; the environmentalist saw no people, only dirty coal and--believe it or not--a government that should have prepared for such a disaster, as if such weather could be predicted. I wonder what his slap in the face was for New Orleans. . .maybe, like the Dalai Lama, it was all their fault (bad karma). Talk about a feeling cleric!

I only hold my own country up to criticism because it seems to think it's the absolute best at everything but, though the US has a lead on inhumanity, the entire world seems to be suffering the same disease: nationalism, exclusionism. Yet we're all made of the same stuff, we're all connected somehow--quantum physics sees this, so this is not ideological twaddle. So, doesn't our inhumanity to others diminish our own? By this standard, there is no humanitarian religion in the world. I remember my friend's Catholic church trying to raise funds to make the church and its services accessible to the disabled--with no help from the diocese or Rome. The Church, of course, has no money for such worldly endeavors as, I was told, it's interested in the spiritual world. (I'm not Catholic.) I was barely surviving on disability benefits but pledged 10 months' of my allotment. None of the richer parishioners donated a penny--and this is known as a rich parish. Humanity is big here, right? No exclusion here, right? All religions kill people in the name of a humanitarian god and help only their own, excluding the rest of the world. . .and nobody thinks anything of it. Business as usual. What a sad commentary on the state of the world. Buddhism with its perverted idea of karma (doubly perverted as the original concept was a verb and therefore could be changed as you lived) is just as anti-humanitarian. The greatest of the anti-lifers, though, are the Rapturists and Armageddonists who don't believe in change, simply hating life, which means every human. I thought that life included more than humanity. God's plan, I suppose. So, of course, the environmentalist could only see that coal is so dirty it shouldn't be used to save people's lives. When we do change the majority of all power over to something more sustainable (how I hate that word! It's a catch-word), it will do well not to totally eradicate the old, as illustrated by the use of out-dated diesel trains in this Chinese emergency.

Nothing is ever a total this way or no way situation, as exemplified by modern China. China's materialistic society with its perverted Marxist values brought in with the Communist Revolution is asking, via its 20-yr olds, questions of the meaning of life. Could it be because material betterment and the making of more money just don't cut the mustard? Could it be there's more than one road to life to travel? The world is not just an economic world, in any sense of the word. If these economists are not bottom line monetarists (how much is a life worth?), they are the kind who judge from final results: efficiency. They do not pay attention to how these results were gotten to, how many "irrational" mistakes are being made or what havoc this final result has created in the world in the name of efficiency. Spencer Tracy and Katherine Hepburn made a very funny satirical movie over efficiency experts. So inhuman. They would be the ones, these economists, to use nuclear weapons because nuclear weapons are economical, on all levels. These people believe that humanity is the pinnacle of evolution, the end evolution has been directing itself toward from the beginning, as they see life as economical (efficient), judging soley from final results. And we can't get any better. All of human history and development being based on the economics of efficiency is a curious 19th century belief reinvented but still completely disregarding biological science, the biochemistry of life where it all happens. But they are in good company, for Richard Dawkins believes pretty much the same, if The Blind Watchmaker is to be believed. Actually, we're only a step along the way of life building (there's more to life than humanity) and it's all chance and necessity. We don't even understand the workings of a bacterium, how can we presume to understand the workings of Life? Arrogance. Hubris. How is it we humans are better than other life forms? Anyone who puts himself up as being better, of more worth than others, is no better than an Agamemnon who would sacrifice his sweet, virginal daughter in order to wage war. Agamemnon was the last of a line of a house with a curse on it. What is our curse? Who is our Clytemnestra? Even more to the moment, who is our Orestes?

Out here in the country, though the concerns are the same, they are phrased differently: survival and finding reasons for it being so difficult, why the world is so indifferent to them. Religion? Mythology? The search for meaning is what the brain, the mind does.

The Chinese are terribly sentimental, so this blizzard is still being played out on TV as if it were a soap opera. Even movies made for TV are highly melodramatic. Many, many multi-part series are filled with lots of altered history and enough bathos to kill Anpanman, Super Mario and Godzilla.

I was burned today, scalded. Boiling water was poured onto my foot. At Grandma's 80th year celebration dinner. This, I was told, was a good omen for her: she will live a long life. For me, it hurts like hell and I can't wear sock or shoe. Perhaps my foot's cold, I don't know.

I also had my nice clean hair smeared with birthday cake frostin